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I'm back.  After considering the terrible weather I was thrown with and realizing how I really had no money at all I decided to return home.

I talked a lot with my dad and my mom and they are willing to help as much as they can.

It just hurts and makes me scared that I have to continue to face this life.

I have made one huge change though.  I have submitted the first 3 chapters of Party After Party to WiDo publishing.  I will know in 4-6 weeks if they will accept, or not.  I do hope they accept.

I wish I could write more about the feelings that are intwined in my soul.  My heart aches for the feeling I wish to get, but that I know is too much to ask for in my circumstances.  All I can do is keep my head up, or down depending on which case I am involved in.

My dad makes a good point in saying that life has many trials and this is one of them.  I can only hope and pray for the case to decide a verdict on my behalf rather then that of the ones I can not stand, and if not.  I will accept it and move on.

I Ranaway

at 1 something in the morning I ran away away from home.  I separated from my family forever.  My sister Bethany noticed I was leaving and did nothing.  She asked me, "what is wrong with you?"  My response was running upstairs. What do you think my problem is?  You have decided to stay with an asshole of a species and decided to cut off your own blood.